A start but stuck...

Ha finally I'm able to find a good blogging site for myself.

Anyways, things in school hasn't been going great. Lots of work, practices for Ultimate Frisbee, and stress with every single action I take. Whether it is walking, talking, working, or even just breathing!...It sucks since there's probably a consequence to it haha.

Yeah! I'm going to rant on my blog about the tough situations...
I think I'll just list them...and they are not in any particular order....

- Choosing the university, only a few days left before my final decision is made
- Feeling like a total loser because well to be honest I got turned down by my prom date
- Hating math because I'm like failing, not sure why I can't learn properly anymore
- English is stressful and it reminds me too much about what I did in the past
- Failed to stay put on the 2 Timothy 2.22 verse

There's more but I rather not waste this whole post when I can post more about it in the future. I'm conservative eh?

So anyways, I'm pretty sure a lot of people heard about the disasters in Burma and China. I've noticed that on my msn, a lot of my friends have the "rainbow" to support China for the disaster...aka a campaign. I thought it WAS a good idea but when I thought about it a few more times, it was somewhat useless. It literally was just a rainbow, sure it MAY cause awareness to other people on their msn list BUT only if they cared to even ask about it RIGHT? Maybe this is how people lean on this "hope"? Hoping that it will one day turn into something big or bigger...

Hmm, yeah I'm just stuck on that fact about this idea...What is hope? Is it really worth believing in this hope that one day from the awareness of the "rainbow" it will make people realize and MAKE them do something about the situation there? I really don't know...